Thursday, April 17, 2008

Soccer Mom, Writer, Church Group Host, Advisor, Adventurer... These are just a few of my titles

Wow. What a whirlwind my life has become. I have one free night a week these days, that's right, to do WHATEVER I want. It is here... that beloved eve, and I have no clue what to do. That's a lie. I have five billion things to do but none of them seem to be what I WANT to do. :)

This weekend K will be with Shad and again, I'll be gone from Fri evening to Sunday on new adventures and I'm SO excited, yet, there's this TINY part of me that would like to sit on my couch, cuddle with a someone special and watch TV... for literally 48 hours. Haha. As soon as I did, of course, I'd be going crazy wanting to embark on fun times like I really will be doing.

Sat. night I am being set up on a blind date out of town. Kind of. I know we're being set up... he doesn't. Makes it so much more 'comfortable' that way. At least that's what they tell me. LOL! It should be fun and he's not 1. from cheyenne 2. from cheyenne or 3. doesn't live in cheyenne. Haha.

I titled this blog the way I did b/c I think it's funny how we find solace and contentment in our "titles". What I really wonder is what titles each person I love and care about truly wants versus what the world gives them. Our public titles seem so meaningless to me. Our inner titles- the ones we'd create for ourselves, that truly define what we are, what we cherish, how we see the world and who we want to become- are worth more than can be defined in this blog. I'm so thankful to be blessed with so many amazing people in my life... and to know their "inner titles". It is only when we strip away those layers, that I think we truly understand someone and can therefore be grateful for them and unconditionally love them regardless of what happens...

I'm sure I won't have time to blog til' next week, so I'm on to making more memories, strengthening important relationships and loving the essence of this crazy life I'm living! Til next time...

No comments: