...and I no longer have a clue where it's taking me
or what to do with it.
Just when I thought I had a direction- had started down a track that had at least a 2 year shelf life- and the track doesn't even divert. It just ends. Destination who knows here I come... again.
I'm not even a person who enjoys long-term sameness. I thrive on change but I guess I'm most bothered by the fact that I don't have a single clue what to do next. I don't even have a focused dream (at least not a realistic one... working at a scuba shop in the tropics is not going to happen for at least 8 years).
I went through the regular motions of a local job search and saw nothing. And in complete clarity I know I don't even WANT to work locally... I want to go south! Part of me is screaming "entrepreneur!"- do your own thing! Then the logical side of me warns of the need for stability in order to reach my traveling dreams.
Here's to the unknown, I suppose...
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I read this just now. And obviously I spend way more time on facebook than reading blogs now because I found myself looking for the "like" button. Ha! Well anyway, good luck with your future endeavors whatever they may be! (I think you may have moved to Ft. Collins now... ?) Sorry I was never very good at keeping in touch. Maybe we can get together some time when I'm driving through foco on the way to Denver with the kids. Thinking of you often!
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