Faith

And mine is being tested. Today. A lot.
I feel like things collide in life for a reason. But then there's this static. Static I can't ignore or push away and it's just coming to a head today. The "what" will remain vague, however, it's the furthest thing from "vague" in my mind today.
Two people I completely respect spoke with me less than a month ago about "triggers". Those little things that happen in all relationships that "trigger" a feeling or issue from somewhere and something totally different and from a different time yet seem so imminent that one tends to lash out irrationally. Then my daily "Om" reading speaks of it today. Perfect timing b/c
"Helloooooooooooo triggers".
Why I feel so stressed about it and rushed to make a decision, I don't know. Perhaps I've become the queen of negative-emotion avoidance. It's quite possible really. I'm so anti negativity and pro happiness that perhaps I take off full speed ahead and the sight of, or remembrance of, less than optimal circumstances.
Breathe. That's what I need to do.

Proverbs 3:6 "Seek his will in all you do and he will direct your paths."

Proverbs 16:3 "Commit your actions to the Lord and your plans will succeed."

So that's it. It's that simple. I'm rendering it from my overly stimulated mind to his all-knowing and grace-filled plans.